Mum life

Currently enjoying my last 2 days with a nanny. She'll be gone tmr.. this is my 2nd nanny cos first one couldn't be extended. So she intro me this one.. the good thing having nanny is that you can juz pass her baby anytime. 

Spending alot of time expressing milk. I think cows also don't get pumped so much.. also spending alot of time looking at baby. 

Supposed to have helper coming in end of April. But agents.. b4 payment everything OK..  after payment everything delayed. 

So I've at least 2 weeks that I've to look after baby on my own. Husband needs to step up. His current life is better than before. Wife at home with baby while he keeps going out. Even if he's home he spends more time gaming n on his phone than with baby. 

He actually went 5 days without carrying baby at one point. 

All these will change after tomorrow. If not he will be faced with the wrath of a over-tired n under-slept wife.

Only problem now is what m I gonna do with regards to meals.