Received sms from a cousin (D) in the morning on my way to work.
Basically to tell us that the doc has confirmed that my cuz's (L) liver has failed, he will be leaving us. Maybe days, maybe weeks, no one knows. Doc gonna discharge him and let him go naturally at home. asks us to pray n hope his departure is painless..
i asked D how L is doing.. his reply was 3 words, and cut deep. 'Hallucinating, Pain, Mourning'
i didn't dare send anymore things. spoke to another cousin (J) over msn while at work. she went to visit him. her msn personal message was smthin like 'we can only stand by and watch you suffer.. we r so sorry..' i teared at work when i saw that.
i think they're exploring hospice care for the last few days of his life. i juz sent singapore cancer society an email asking how to go abt doing it.. for once i sort of hoped my exec director is around, at least she has contacts within the SCS, could've helped me.. (she's on leave for a week.. woohoo!!)
i wanted to visit him in the hospital, but came down with a horrigible migraine.. came home, showered, slept. was asleep frm 7+ till 11.30pm, still felt bad, if not worse, so popped 2 panadol and went back to bed till 2am.. i've slept my no. of hours.. nw i'm kinda wide awake at 2.45am.. lol..
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on a totally different note, the bf is coming back!! flight supposed to touch down at 0055 20march. thing is.. i only know it's terminal one.. can't rem his flight no. for the life of me.. hahahhaha.. juz when i'm getting used to him not being around.. he comes back.. lol.. well.. at least i'll haf him by my side again.. n he gets to bully me again....
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