Mewings of a Cat

Cat has decided to start over her life, as much as she can.. means new job, new relationships, new thinking etc.
The main reason for starting anew is to let the past fade away with time, and in order not to let one dwell in the past, one needs to move on.
In the past year, i've finally learnt to let go of a few things, and with that, I think I've grown stronger, a little wiser and happier.
Right now, I've entered a new relationship and am happy. Though there are still times when memories of past relationships still clouds the mind, and things are not as smooth sailing as it should be, I feel I will always have the courage to move on cause I know I have the support of my family and friends.

Of course, not to forget my boyfriend. i am grateful to whichever gods up there who is watching over me.. Thank you for bringing him into my life and shining light on a life that I hate. It is him who helped me gain courage to move on, and also to know that in order to get a move in life, one has to move first. instead of hanging on and refusing to let go of something, it is better to just let go.. the fall is only a few inches, and not a few metres as I feared.

I have officially tendered my resignation 2 weeks ago, and in around another 2 weeks time, I will be back to being unemployed. Bad timing, but it really is time to move on and start on a career path that will actually have better prospects.

If not for the fact that I know I have the support of people I love and who loves me, I will not be able to take this step, this big leap into the unknown. I have no idea when I can get a new job, and many things are murky.

All I know and need now is the support from my loved ones.. n i really feel blessed that I am able to find someone who loves me as much as I love him, if not more.. I've a dark past, and my future doesn't seem bright right now as well, yet he's still able to love me even during my darkest moments.

Sweets, thank you..