D-Day + 1

Baby Leah won the first round of inducement. Now she's kind of overstaying but this should be it. She's gonna be a 3rd April birthday girl.

Before my life is turned upside down, I figured I should note down on nice things the husband has done throughout the pregnancy cos he's sure to piss me off later on. This post is written while cramps are going on so might be ridiculous at times.

Nice things oya did that I remember 

- pushed me around in a wheelchair when I was next to disabled

- helping me refill my water bottle every other night

- scratching my back whenever I asked him to

- letting me cook n eat anything I want (mostly fattening food even though he wants to watch his weight)

- letting me buy whatever I want for the baby

- setting up the cot and whatever things that needs fixing in a rather timely manner

- letting me order whatever food I want

- letting me and accompanying me to play mj whenever I want (need to thank my frens for being accommodating also)

- holding me or being my support/crutch during the can't walk period

- making me laugh (this one is not just when pregnant)

- holding me when I cry

- letting me vent my frustrations on him without getting too pissed about it

- entertaining me n letting me nag without voicing too much complaints (can see from facial expression he was holding it back though)

- letting my parents be as involved as they want without putting up too much arguments

- taking things in his stride as best as he can even though he has the most indecisive wife and a very involved MIL. (This really takes alot of him cos I generally can't win an arguement with my mum and she tends to force her opinions onto me and that he cannot take)

- 'scolding' leah whenever she moves too much n causes me discomfort. 

He's not the best but I know he's trying his best. I just sometimes don't know what he has tried cos he doesn't tell me and keeps his emotions and feelings in him cos he doesn't want to start a quarrel with me. Then when things happen n I force it out of him, then I realise how much he is giving in to me and how he has been trying to carry the worry n stress and unhappiness on his own. 

Love is shown in different ways. He's the appear strong for u and not worry you kind of love.

Mine is the smother him with love until he tells me to leave him alone. Lol

Now that we gonna have one more person to love soon, I need to remind my husband to remember to love me more.