Cat

I need to rearrange my life. I've a bad habit of sticking to much to a new boyfriend at the start of a new r/s, and i'll manage to cram about a year or 2's happiness, 'honeymoon' period in 6 months.. no wonder all my honeymoon periods are short-lived..

anyway, all this sticking to the boyfriend is also pissing each other off as we can't stand each other for too long a period after all.. Dunno what will happen if we do get married.. probably we should get jobs where travelling is needed every few weeks.. at least that way we're sure we will have breathing space.. haha.. that is if we do end up together..

argued rather often recently. n he told me maybe i shouldn't be so nice to him. i thought i was too nice to him too. why should i be the one giving in everytime we have an arguement? whether or not it's my fault, i'm giving in. just to stop the black faces, the silence between us. so many times i just wanted to shout at him, but of coz, shouting will not solve a thing. make him more stubborn only. but why is it that he can't try to see things from my point of view? whether or not he can understand is one thing, but does he even try?

anyway, this post not supposed to be about him.. haha..

Cat is gonna rearrange her life.. haha....... but still thinking of what to do to rearrange it..