猫的执着

Played sgdreams with some friends last night. Got into a heated debate over usage of some cards.couldnt get it off my mind. 

This is my problem. A perceived injustice or error will eat at me until I'm proven wrong or the other way round. 

Thought of writing it out here but this issue has been eating at me the whole day n my brain and mind is tired. Maybe I will do it later. 

It's not that it's just a game. Don't i know it. It's just how my brain is structured. Must get to the bottom of things. The name cat really suits me. Curious n guailan all the way

等与等到

just a random thought while waiting for my hubs. Epiphany of sorts.. i realised I am the type that has more excitement during the 'waiting' stage. Maybe its the anticipation and the feeling that one has something to look forward to. Whereas the 等到 stage is just that. Beyond the 'yay, finally!', there's really nothing much to shout about. That's how 空虚 my life is now.. 等人搭电梯下楼都是一件填满我人生的乐趣.. lololol

原来早就等到了。。

New journey

12 aug 2020 marked the start of ivf. The problems of somehow being unable to conceive naturally equals to extra time, extra effort, extra medication, injections n extra $$$. Just hope to have a successful cycle so that I dun have to repeat the process again.. *fingerscrossed